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Have you ever cared so much about something or someone that it just consumes your whole mind, body, LIFE. Why is it that it is so easy for a person to care too much and so easy for another to not care at all? Why is it that a person can give so much and another will only take? It’s heart breaking to be the one that sits at home waiting for a text, a call, anything just to know the other is okay. Why do people allow themselves to be the slave of another person’s time? What chemical in a person body makes it so that he/she cares so much for the other while the other just runs around. Are we genetically different? Are we so different and that’s what makes it so easy for some people to just pick up and go? Or come back whenever they want? Because sometimes it is just that easy. But for the ladder, it’s not. This is what differs us from Robots. The fact that some people care too much. Some people have so much care in them that it eats them alive. It consumes their whole mind, body, and LIFE.
Unfortunately, I’m one of those persons.
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He is honestly the best thing that has ever happened to me. I thank God every single day for blessing me with such a caring and loving boyfriend. When everything else seems to fall apart I’m glad that I still have something good going on in my life.
Three years down and the rest of our lives left to go.
'09 til forever. <3
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As I think about it a little more and more. I am truly amazing to be blessed with such a loving and commited boyfriend. I used to always find myself complaining and wanting more from him, expecting more from him, needing more from him. But why should I ask for those things? Why would I need those things? I’m already blessed to be with someone who loves me and hasn’t done one thing wrong in this relationship. I’ve given him plenty of reason to leave, plenty of reason to do spiteful things. But he hasn’t and I don’t think he ever will. I’m so happy to be able to say that I found a guy like that.
Here I am, wanting more more more and MORE. How selfish can I be? There are girls out there with guys who won’t be committed, guys who say they love you just to get something, guys who do spiteful and hurtful things, guys who find any reason they can just to leave. There are girls who settle for guys like that because they believe that those guys do love them, when really in the back of their heads they’re in so much pain. I hear stories of long term relationships ending and guys finding girls like nothing. I hear stories of guys cheating. I hear stories of guys going out and doing bullshit moves. I hear stories of two second fights and guys doing spiteful hurtful things instead of just being patient and talking it out. I’ve heard so much shit.
Well I’ve got a message for you girls, there is someone out there who can love you for you. Love you for all your imperfections, love you for everything you are. Stop going back to those assholes. Stop going back to the same person that hurts you over and over, cause you might lose the opportunity to find someone who won’t do that, who won’t hurt you.
My relationship is not perfect, but it’s pretty close. I got really lucky to meet someone like him.